Just a thought...

Once again, I stare at a blank white screen, hoping to at some point fill it up with letters, forming words, forming sentences, forming paragraphs, and ultimately stating some point or thought... but I don't know what that point or thought is yet... I mean it's not like I don't have any points or thoughts in my head, actually its the exact opposite, I have thousands upon thousands of ideas, thoughts, feelings, opinions and etc. stampeding through my brain, the problem is getting ahold of one of those stampeding thoughts, putting a saddle on it and portraying to the "world" what this crazy mind of mine thinks. I feel like part of the problem is too many things in my head would rustle  too many feathers because I may be too opinionated... lets go with that. How can someone be too opinionated anyways? Whose opinions determine that you're opinions should be suppressed? When do these so called opinions become truths and therefore we as humans conform to them, believing we must must MUST practice or partake in that or we will be seen as social outcasts? I am certainly not looking for the answers to these questions... because the REAL answer is that no one knows the answers. Honestly, there is no possible way you can have the 100% right answer to the above questions, I mean you can blanket them all and say God... but other than that, save precious time and don't try to tell me some self formulated bull crap... k thanks lol. You see the problem I think I have is that i suppress too many of these above thoughts. I have lost all faith in the U.S. political regime as it stands. Don't try to change my mind and say I am being extreme, or give me the bible verse saying how God sets up rulers and takes them away... yeah I know and he sometimes sets up rulers to ruin a country ever think of that? What has government done for you lately? "Oh they are bailing out our economy..." So wait you're telling me the government is giving money to companies who have leaders who make extremely poor decisions, which in turn causes them to go bankrupt, which means we just give them money to try the whole "game" of business again? SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TO ME. Keep on creating those SUV's Americans will buy them trust me... make hybrid cars that sell for 30 grand, Americans can afford them... seriously, once I get a job where I can afford to buy a new car I'm buying Toyota or Volkswagen or some foreign car, I will not invest in the stupidity of America. I think the Preamble to the Constitution needs to be changed to. "We the people Of the United States, in order to spend money we don't have, live lives we cannot afford, support business leaders who are ignorant, do ordain and establish this Constitution so that if you go bankrupt we will just print more money and all participate in this wonderful game of Monopoly..." then add amen to the end just for dramatic effect. I think politicians are stupid, I think our President may be educated, but he too is stupid... the fall of modern democracies historically happens when one of two things happens. you a. raise taxes in economic recessions or b. fall away from christianity. HMMMMMMMMM? and you tell me that losing faith in our Political system is anti American, I have no patriotism right? Oh WAIT, I have a grand idea, lets tax the living (insert expletive) out of the rich just because they are doing better than others, create a system of economics where everyone makes the same amount of money, have a Federal Government that seems to be having the same 'roid rage problems the MLB is having only this time in an economic sense, and maybe try and make everyone look and dress the same. OH HEY HITLER, thanks for letting me borrow your ideas for our country.... what? You don't want me to tell anyone your hiding in tunnels under Germany? Oh, don't worry about that, if you were arrested who would I get my ideas from? Yeah, I'll tell Michelle and the kids you said hello, take care bud, ok you too bye.....

The rant of a lifetime...

I haven't posted in a while. There are many reasons for that, I was extremely sick, weighed down with school, and etc., but the real reason is what is there to write about? I struggle to just write about nothing. But then again nothing would be something wouldn't it? I have honestly come to the screen for new posts, stared blankly at the empty white box, then decided to exit out and fulfill my need for mindless cyber entertainment. My mind has run empty, I sit inside the proverbial writers block, clawing my way out of the padded walls that encompass my mind, yet for some reason I can't. Think outside the box right? But what the heck is the box? I don't know if its because I am uninspired, but it can't be that because I am in fact inspired everyday. I feel like I am trying to hard. Trying to pour out this intellectual or rhetorical bull crap in hopes of impressing someone, which in turn might allow them to think I am smart.... seems useless huh? lol. I feel as though the world is taking part in some type of musical or ballet, walking on egg shells, putting on faces or costumes for each different scene they decide to act out or participate in for the day, or portion of day, or week, or year or lifetime or etc. What's the point? just read the words in the red... be intentional! Seriously, think about it... you ask someone how they are doing when you pass them in the hall, street, store etc. But you really don't care how they are doing, its just some sort of social norm to say hi how are ya? Most of the time the answer is good, you? And the ballet continues, you dance around, jumping up spinning loops with your arms over your head on your toes, and then continue on your day. Why can't the real questions ever be asked? How are you and God doing? Do you believe in God? Whens the last time you read the Bible, or prayed, or went to church? Uncomfortable huh? CONVICTION isn't supposed to be comfortable, yet we dance and act and sing all for no utterly no reason at all, merely to play this game of life adequately for the day and go home and sleep, resting for the next scene or act you are required to partake in. Let's all be politically correct O.K.? So we are supposed to accept the fact babies are killed, support a sin God calls abominable, vote for tax evaders, liars, adulterers and etc? Yes thats what I want to support as a christian... wait we are supposed to have our christian life impact our political decision? No way, you can't be serious... I just like how the guy sounds, I never really thought God had anything to do with it...? Seriously, I know it sounds satirical but it is so obvious thats what people do... How can anyone support biblically voting for a candidate who agrees with the above? THEY CAN'T, but again there is that separation of church and state thing right... and again it becomes laughable. I was watching Rush give his address to the nation and the truths of his speech became so evident.(minus the fact he thought he was quoting the Constitution when in reality it was the Declaration of Independence but lets looks past that.) Lets all portray the image of no hope at all so Americans feel hopeless, then I can come riding in on my white horse, wave my magic wand creating money that doesn't exist, say change about 1.4 billion times and cross my fingers, rub my lucky rabbits foot, throw salt over my shoulder, execute all black cats in the world, and hope to God, or Allah or Satan (whichever you think I should believe in) that it works. The Ballet continues... GET REAL! Now nothing has in fact become something... The President and I are both MAGIC!